This used to be a funhouse...

0154 | Neuer Job

2009-10-14T16:21:20Z

PW geschuetzt.

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0153 | Mal von mir hÃ¶ren lass

2009-10-11T13:26:57Z

PW-geschtzt... neues PW! Bei Interesse bitte Comment bei Twitter, meinvz, im Blog, Email etc!

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0147 | SuchwÃ¶rter

2009-05-24T11:41:01Z

Icon Credit: panicyo.livejournal.com

Hab grad mal wieder in meine Statistik geguckt und neben "igitt" als Suchwort ist dieses mal auch noch folgendes dabei:

mein tastatur ist falsch nur englisch ich m;chte wieder deutsch machen

Zu geil... :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:

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Just to let you know...

2007-09-25T13:54:40Z

This is just an edited version of my last journal entry in september 2007.

I have deleted all friends that I'm no longer interested in. I haven`t commented on your journal entries for a long time and I even stopped reading some friends journals. So there are exactly four people left who give me a reason to visit livejournal daily to read their entries... and hopefully to comment more in future. ;)
And I still maintain the female singers community located at singers_female though I`m not active myself.

January-Girl.org
ShakiraForum.de
Forum @ 4fans.net
Me @ Last.fm
Me @ Myspace.com
Me @ Twitter.com

Take care, Nadine

xjanuarygirlx @ 2007-07-28T17:00:00

2007-07-28T15:31:18Z

I'm drunk. More tomorrow.

xjanuarygirlx @ 2007-07-28T13:33:00

2007-07-28T11:49:12Z

Very common thing on lj at the mo.

Comment and I'll give you a letter. In your journal, list 10 of your favorite songs that begin with that letter.

sakura_memories gave me an E.
Earth song (Michael Jackson)
enjoy the silence (Depeche Mode/Tori Amos/Lacuna Coil)
ever dream (nightwish)
estoy aqui (Shakira)
every word I say (Hanson)
everything (anouk)
ex-girlfriend (no doubt)
everytime we touch (maggy reilly)
emotion (destinys child)
en attandant ses pas (celine dion)

xjanuarygirlx @ 2007-07-24T10:02:00

2007-07-24T08:08:56Z

i have a cold. my head aches. it sucks. I've never felt that bad within just a few hours. yesterday morning was fine, in the afternoon I felt a little sick and in the evening I already had this terrible cough which made my back hurt so much. argh. i will stay in bed the whole day to be able to go to work today evening.
have a nice day.

subjects are useless

2007-07-20T22:36:19Z

Today I changed the layout of singers_female. I really wanted to do that for months and I also want be a lot more active there than I used to and try to promote the community... somewhere somehow.
Plus... I haven't made any icons for ages accept the ones of Tori Amos (posted at the community) in may...

I reduced my projects to a minimum cause there comes a day when you feel that you don't want to concentrate on too many things especially online. I wanted to get rid of those projects that weren't a pleasure anymore.
After closing my Shakira site (I told you about that I believe) I thought I should give up the forum, too. Closing would have been mean so I wanted to search a new owner and there were applicants but we (my admin/mods) and me could decide cause none of the applicants was "perfect". One wanted to earn money, another one just wanted to pay for it (domain/webspace/forum license), another one wanted to change it etc.
So, I'm still the owner but I'm on "member" status right now. However I'm like an invisible admin and if something goes wrong I can take care of it. But I have a very good admin and a new but responsible moderator so I don't think I have to pay much attention.The forum license was paid by some members... I had a license before but decided to use my lifetime license for another board (coming soon) and therefore a new licence had to be registered. Invision Board does not have any lifetime licenses anymore so it was 150$ for a 6 months license... the board can be used after that but no more updates are included (except serious security bugs). But so many members wanted to give 5 euros, 10 euros.. so that we already have enough money for 2 more 6 months licences (25$ for each one).

I also told Dennis that I will no longer care of the english applications for 4fans.net. I helped him since the beginning in 2003. We decided together whether to host a site or not. Since 2005 I believe I was responsible for all english applications cause he's not that good in english but we really wanted to host international fansites. It was a pain in the ass cause I had to reject like 99% of all applications cause the sites were so bad. And the other 1% was good enough and accepted but never used our service cause of whatever reasons.
It wasn't much fun for months and really depressing when you know that there are like a million great english websites but only the beginners applied at 4fans.net. It sucks.

I removed myself from the maintainers of kellyfamily. Not because I don't like the Kellys anymore... I will post my Kelly related things there in future but I always want to give 100% (at least I plan to give 100% ;) ) and although I know that there's not much to do for this community I felt like I wouldn't pay this community enough attention as it deserves.

So my projects are reduced to shakiraforum.de, singers_female, honestworker.de (I'm extremely lazy when it comes to updates and such though + the site needs a new layout...really), this journal, my myspace and last.fm profiles which need at least some maintainance now and then and notimetowaste.org which is a blog at the moment but should become a personal website sooner or later with info about me, my graphics... and I wanna have a board. A board for everything... lifestyle, music, graphics and such. I'm still admin at 4fans.net forum BUT I don't post as much as I used to cause it's not like I want to maintain a board. Basically I don't have to do anything for it accept for deleting some porn spam and the forum works without much moderation. And Dennis thinks it's fine like that without any rules or regulations with people asking the same questions a thousand times and requesting opinions for their layouts, graphics & pictures but are too lazy to review other peoples things. That sucks. So yes, I want my board. :P It will be German though... sorry. :)

I guess that's it for today, I'm too tired to tell you what else happened since april... ;)

hey there...

2007-07-19T15:59:52Z

it's been a while, mhm?
I'm sorry for not posting at all and not commenting at your journals that often.

Right now I'm not sure what I will use this journal for. I'm reading friends entries, checking some communities etc. but since I have my blog at my personal domain notimetowaste.org I found out that blogging in German is much more relaxed than in English. ;) So don't expect me to post here regurlarly.
However I changed the layout of my lj and also put some info @ the user info again. Remember? I deleted it accidently in october 2006... ;)

Expect more input at the weekend. I need to go to work in an hour so now I will take a cold shower... damn, I hated the grey and cold weather in june and the beginning of july but now it's definately too hot...

xjanuarygirlx @ 2007-04-11T11:10:00

2007-04-11T09:29:55Z

Just in case anyone's interested: After shuting down my shakira fansite I've now put the shakira fanlisting (TFL.org approved) up for adoption. Please visit the relevant topic @ TFL.org board.

I'm so lazy at the moment at least when it comes to my journal or livejournal in general. I have purchased a personal domain about a week or so ago and now I'm working on it and try to figure out wordpress cause I'm planning to blog there in German and since cutenews doesn't support password protected entries or something similar I thought wordpress would be a nice choice.

I also changed the guestbook layout at honestworker.de finally. I installed the guestbook when our new site opened (in February) and since then there was this stupid standard layout of woltlab. ^^

I made quite a lot of graphics in the past weeks just because I was in the mood. And I made several layout which I planned to use for my personal domain but there was one layout that turned out to be more likely a fansite layout. It's featuring Avril Lavigne so I asked Sara & Lena if they want to have it for their site Avril-Daily.de and they agreed. It's currently not up cause the current layout of Sara is so fantastic and they want to keep it a bit longer. But you can view a shot of it here. Ignore the domain name and navigation, I still need to modify the layout for A-D.de. ;)

I'm not sure what I'll do next. Somehow I wanna put up my personal domain as soon as possible but the shakira forum is also in need of a software update plus skin change cause current skins won't work with the new version so I guess I'll do that first.

I'm feeling very good at the moment. I lost about 5 kilos (in approx. a month, it were 6 kilos before the easter weekend :D) and I'm smoking a lot less than before... I managed to stop smoking for 17 days but then I needed a cigarette and now I'm smoking every 2-3 days which is ok I guess. Ok, last week I smoked more (at work) cause it was so stressful. We needed to work from 8 pm til midnight (ok, ist was 0.30-1 am most of the time) cause of easter shopping etc. And on thursday, friday and saturday the market is open til 10 pm now (it was 8 pm before) and damn, I hate customers! ^^

Next week I'll go shopping cause it's my sisters confirmation on april 22 and I really need some clothes cause most of my trousers are too large now (though I bought the last three before x-mas). Basically I can wear them 4 hours and then they are too wide. It sucks.

Sorry for still not commenting on friends entries, I'll try to do it today but now I will kick my ass and go jogging. ^^

xjanuarygirlx @ 2007-03-12T21:34:00

2007-03-12T21:08:54Z

I really don't know where to start and since I don't wanna write about my "break-up" with Niki cause it just depresses me and I'm thinking about her every single minute at the moment so I will just write about random things today to distract me from thinking about the mess.

Last week I registered at listal.com after reading in a journal entry that miss_newyork registered there. :D It sounded interesting and somehow it looked like the ultimate site I was looking for cause remember that I added all my albums to a list at cd-tracker.com? It's useless now cause at listal.com I can not only list albums but also movies & tv shows I watched or want to watch, dvds, games & books I own/played/read etc and it's so easy to use!
There are some bugs and some things are not really clear for me at the moment (e.g. how I delete a thing from my "watched" list if I've added it accidently) plus there are quite a few dublicate/wrong entries in their libraries/databases but still it's a good thing.
If you want to register at listal.com I would appreciate it if you could use this link cause I get 100 points for it... I have NO idea what these points are for though. lol but I love points so go for it. :P

Hmm... i haven't blogged for such a long time but still I have no idea what to talk about and what happened since my last post. I think I haven't talked about my Kelly concert in Hannover yet. It was at january 24 and I was there with my aunt Martina. It was like the other concerts besides the fact that Patricia wasn't there which was weird for me but I really enjoyed Kathy! She looked really good and she seemed as if she was enjoying the time with her brothers & sisters. I don't know if I remember well but if I'm right Maite said something like that she would be happy to see all her sisters & brothers together on stage again. well, I guess that won't happen.. but what a nice dream.
talking about Maite... Ela told me she's releasing a solo album and is working with a guy who was on tour with 50cent?!? I really can't wait to hear that mess of music. lol Ela also said I should check out Maite's official site for more information but I haven't done it yet like so many other things I wanted to do but didn't. :/
I took some crappy bs pics... I will add them to the gallery soon. :)

Ok, I am tired and I still feel very ill so I'll leave it that short and meet my bed now. :)

back

2007-03-10T23:05:35Z

ok, just a quick note to let you know I'm back again.
i have a fucking cold, my menstruation, worked the whole week, think my harddrive is damaged and lost my best friend. life couldn't be any better.
more tomorrow. need some sleep now though I don't think I can sleep.

Pictures

2007-01-18T20:25:42Z

Ok, I'm not done... I have to re-upload all my icons to my LJ and edit past icon posts. I've planned to upload more pictures, also my Kelly Family selfmades (maybe without tag and bigger) plus change the layout and add tags and descriptions to all galleries and pictures but I'm not motivated enough right now.
All pictures are friends only.

View gallery
Galleries so far: Xmas sessions (2 subgalleries), webcam pictures (6 subgalleries), Me (4 subgalleries), Kelly Family related (1 subgallery)

I won't post at LJ again til I have finished Ela's and my site. That will be next week hopefully.

Layout #3

2007-01-14T00:26:28Z

I just changed the layout. It's not done yet, I still need to change some colors and there are some positioning issues but I'm too tired to concentrate on that CSS stuff now. Plus I have already modified a lot of things. It sucks. Every layout change is a torture cause I always choose layouts that look great on the screen shot but when they're done they look like crap even though this layout is compatible with Firefox and IE... at least that's what the maker has written in her community.

The header graphic features me (:P) and american singer Terra Naomi plus lyrics to her song "The weight of air".

The Weight of Air, © Terra Naomi 2002

Don't think of me
When you make your choice
Not to be
I’m not the voice
Of your misery
Only the face that you see

The truth
In a bed of lies
You cannot find
You will not try
You know what’s right
Or maybe you would
If you asked yourself why

If I could be your eyes
If I could break your stare
If I could shift your sight
If I could be the weight of air

You’re breathing in
You’re breathing out
You are alive
You live without
Blood in your veins

Keep you thoughts
To yourself
There’s no one left
Who wants to help
You’ve torn off every hand that’s tried to feed you

If I could be your eyes…

You’re breathing in…

Oooh, tell me, what will it take
I’ve prayed to every god I know
I am alive
I am awake
I’m right here

So now you know
You left me first
I’ll let you go
I will not try
Anymore
To be there for you

If I could be your eyes…

I haven't planned to change the layout. I tested the gallery feature of LJ and found out that it's exactly what I need and 2 GB space is a lot so I decided to cancel my personal domain disorientated.net cause I never really used it except for uploading graphics and icons. All-Inkl.com is very fast in deleting accounts. :D I sent a mail yesterday at 2:34 pm, got an answer back at 2:53 pm that the domain will be deleted soon and that I can cancel my account now and after another few hours it was gone. So, I had the choice to upload the Anouk layout graphics to LJ or make a new one. The Anouk layout was online pretty long so yeah, making a new one sounded nicer to me.

Video Recommendation [1]

2007-01-11T01:44:56Z

First: I won't do this on a regular base like sakura_memories does. The video clip just came to my attention yesterday night and maybe there'll be more posts like this in future but don't count on me. :P

Artist: Alejandro Sanz feat. Shakira
Title: Te lo agradezco, pero no
Year: 2007
Director: ?
Watch: MTVLA.com (use internet explorer)
Download: MegaUpload.com (.wmv, ~ 40 mb)

For me and deardeceasedsam. ^^
The song itself is kinda boring at least at the beginning when only Alejandro is singing. ;) I didn't like it at first but the more you listen to it the more you like it. I was hoping for a nice video and I got one. For some it may be as boring as the song cause there's nothing really happening but it looks like Ale & Shakira had a lot of fun filming it. I love to see them flirting (though I don't want them to become a couple) and smiling. They both look fantastic. I didn't like Shakira's platinum blond hair and her dress in the video for her latest single Illegal, actually I don't even like the video very much. ^^ The dress she's wearing in this video is hot. lol She should show her legs more often cause they are s.e.x.y. :P And Ale... he's a cutie as always. *sigh*

EDIT: No, I didn't forget about the pictures I wanted to post. I just tried out the galleries you can create here at LJ today and will start uploading pictures tomorrow.

I hate subjects

2007-01-10T01:40:38Z

I am sooooo lazy! Not only when it comes to my livejournal which is dying recently but overall. Somehow I'm totally stressed at the moment but sill don't do much! I do 10 things at a time but do not finish anything, there's no structure in my life right now and that sucks. It makes me depressed followed by even less motivation. Vicious circle.
I even didn't manage to write a review about the Kelly concert in december and didn't post the picture with me and Patricia here like I promised it in my last "regular" post. Tz...

So what happened in the past month?

I registered at myspace. lol In fact I did it two days after writing here that I don't like it but think I'll register there... just because.. well, why again? I don't know but at least it's not as bad as I thought. ^^ I discovered some cool new more or less known artists and got some weird PMs by people I don't know telling me that I could put more bling bling on my profile. Haha, people, what if I don't what all there videos, blinking graphics etc on it? Duh...
If you have a myspace account, feel free to add me: x_Tango_x
It's simple and only the necessary stuff on it. I disabled the appearance of blog entry stuff cause I'm not planning to blog there cause all my musical blogging can be found at my last.fm profile. I'm really addicted to last.fm. I'm there few times a day to just surf around and I have discovered another bunch of lesser known artists there that I really like. But that's another topic, maybe I'll write about that later this week but I won't promise anything anymore. ;)

oacfreak left Germany a few days before xmas for holidays in Italy. I planned to work a lot and finish our site til xmas and didn't manage it. Then I planned the opening for January 1 but... it's still not online and though I did this and that I have the feeling I haven't done much. At least there's still a LOT work to do. Now I wanna be done in a week.

On december 23 I finally bought a webcam! It's fun. :D I will post a few pictures of me I made during the past weeks in a new post together with xmas pictures of me and my sisters and the picture of me and Patricia.

Christmas was like every year: Nice but somehow boring. I even don't remember what we had for dinner. My littlest sister Talia stayed at my grand parents the night before dec 24 like the last 3 years. Nathalie decided to stay at home since she wanted to go to a birthday party on dec 22 and she wanted to sleep very long the next day (as usual).
On saturday she asked me if we are going to go to church. When my sisters were younger we always went to church on christmas eve but the last years when they were at my grandparents we stopped this ritual. However Nathalie and me went to church though we are not religious or believe in God and our pastor is the most boring one you can imagine. And he looks like a freak. But I met Kathrin & Becci there which was nice cause I haven't seen them for a while. Somehow we live in the same small town but just manage it to see us 3-4 times a year. lol Well, we live absolutely different lifes now so it's no wonder.
At 6 pm my grandparents, grand-aunt and the grandparents of my sisters arrived. Talia played some christmas carols on her clarinet and then we exchanged presents.
I need to think about what I got... hmm... what was it again? A lot of shower gel, parfum, shampoos and all this stuff. Oh and a trouser with black and white lines and checkered and whatsoever but nice and a brown shirt but it was the wrong size so my mum bring it back. The Shakira ticket for Hannover on january 28 was also a xmas present. So my sisters and me got identical presents this year plus clothes and drugstore goodies...

On silvester I stayed at home. I don't like this day and I don't like the end of a year cause I'm very contemplative then which makes me depressive cause I always think about what has happened what was good, what bad and about things I wanted to do but didn't.
My parents had some friends here celebrating in our cellar so I spent some time with them. The fireworks in our street were awful. Dust everywhere. It seemed as if there something big burning in our street, a house or something... so not normal. I stayed inside til I found out that it's a lot more relaxing to watch the fireworks into the garden (other side of the entrance so far from dust & sparks).
Went to bed at 2.30 am. The guests left our house at 5 am. On 10.30 am I woke up cause my stepfather always sounds like a bull in a china shop (elefant im porzellanladen ^^). We had breakfast and my mum and my stepfather cleaned the cellar a bit. At 12 am the guests came to "help cleaning up"... it's another word for "lets drink the alcohol we haven't managed to drink yesterday and leave the house even more chaotic"... they left at 7.30 pm and since my mum had to work I spent the next day with my stepfather tidying everything. Thx, guys.

On my b-day (thanks for all the birthday wishes by the way) I was in Kassel at the Kelly concert. oacfreak

wanted to come with me but she was (and stil is) ill. My aunt Bianca was there with me so it was ok. And I met quite a few people from Kassel in december. You can find my review at kellyfamily.
I got a lot of sms and calls this day and guess what? The only persons who haven't congratulated were my mum and my dad. ^^ Ok, my mum had to work in the night so she was still in bed when I left the house, there was just my presents on a table and a card wishing me Happy B-Day and that was ok, I'm not sad or disappointed about that or something. And my dad... well, I knew he wouldn't call me so yeah, that's how he is. But it's funny that they were the ones who didn't call or anything. :D
My aunt lives near Frankfurt but she planned to visit my grandparents which live near me so we drove from Kassel to my grandparents and I spent the night there... after years. My granmother, Bianca and me talked til 3 am, drank sambuca... it was really nice. The bed was horrible hard and when I woke up I felt as if I haven't slept! I had to yawn the whole day and got a headache but it wasn't that bad so I thought I could go to work. But when I was there and had to carry and pack all these heavy things and to bend down etc. I felt so dizzy that I left earlier and went home. I was glad to be outside cause I had a red head and had the feeling that it's sooo hot.

A few LJ friends posted their new year's resolutions... I don't have any usually but in october I've made a list of things I plan to do or buy or change "in future". I haven't looked at it til today and now I'm a bit more motivated again cause I saw that I can strike out some points:
- find a job
that was one of the big, necessary points so yeah I'm so proud ^^
- not to hit the roof that often (an die decke gehen)
another big point cause there were times in summer were I was pissed off every day because of small unimportant things and I think I am a bit more laid back not - at least at the moment
- buy a webcam
unimportant but hey, I bought one!
- call my dad and tell him that I plan to study media informatics instead of chemistry
he still pays alimony for me so it was important cause it could have happened that he no longer wants to pay but he said last week that it's ok and that he'll keep paying the 178 euros :P Though life would continue without this money. It was more important for me that he understands why I didn't want to contunue with chemistry

So here's what's still on my list:
- stop smoking
- start to make my driver's license
- make my driver's license ^^ (yep, I really need these two points cause like I said I tend to start things without bringing them to a termination - I've started to make my driver's licence in 2002 for example ^^)
- lose weight
- do (more) sports
- go to bed earlier (and not early in the morning ^^)
- be more flexible
- do more for university
- be more honest (to myself and others, not that I'm a lier but I tend to keep a lot to myself and that causes situations in which you have to tell white lies to protect yourself)

lose weight... my mum bought a new weighing machine today. One of the ones which not only show your weight but also the percentage of water and fat. After trying it I decided to keep weighing myself with the old one. ^^ I need motivation not depression. :D
But my wish to lose weight is old and not because of this brilliant thing. I lost about 13 kilos from september 2004 til march 2005. I still have the same weight like in march 2005 (about 90 kilos to be exact) but I wasn't motivated enough to start losing weight again. Now I really think it's time for being more active again and the fact that I work physically 2-3 hours a day is a good beginning I guess. I actually lost 2 kilos last month (and that although it was xmas with a lot of marzipan and chocolate and other yummy things...).
Maybe I should write my journal like Bridget Jones did. ^^ For those who haven't read the books (you should, they are far better than the movies though those are also very funny)... the beginning of every entry starts with: weight X kilos, cigarettes X, calories X, alcohol units X, negative thoughts X, positive thoughts X, times I wanted to kill my mum X, right lottery numbers X etc.

Today I finally got the dates for my exams this semester. And I'm so happy that they are from february 7-12 cause that means I can go to another Shakira concert! First it was said that the exams be at the very beginning of february. I think I'll go to Mannheim on february 1 cause most people of my forum will go there and I wanna meet some of them or see them again cause I've met some when Shakira was on tour 2002/2003. I'm so happy!
And I will definately go to the Kelly concert in Hannover on january 24. I'm not sure if Patricia will be there but if she's not it would be okay, too. I hope to see Kathy there. first everyone said she'll be on stage from jan 6 on but she wasn't. Patricia said she'll be with them at the last ten concerts of the tour so Hannover is one of the last ones.
I'll go with my other aunt Martina. She had to work on my b-day so she couldn't come to Kassel.

Whoa, is it that late again? :O
- go to bed earlier (and not early in the morning ^^)
... *hide*

Good night everybody... it's Nathalie's birthday tomorrow so maybe I'll post the pictures in the morning or (more likely) on thursday... :)</div>

busy

2006-12-31T17:13:18Z

... hope you had a wonderful x-mas time with your family & friends... and because I'm so busy right now I'm just posting this entry to wish you all a happy new year 2007 and fun today.
I'm staying at home... I'm not a fan of silvester at all. Some neighbours & friends of my parents will come here to celebrate. I guess I'll join them for a while...

I will comment on friends' entries etc. next week. :)

cleaned friends list

2006-12-12T14:27:28Z

Ok, so for the first time since I have this journal I cleaned my friendslist. Most of the journals that I deleted were never used or not used for a long time. There are also some others who never post to their journal but I want them to be able to read my friends only entries so I didn't remove them.
If you got removed cause you're not using your journal and never comment on mine (which is ok) but still are interested in my entries, feel free to comment here. I haven't removed you cause I don't like you but because you don't seem to be alive or interested. ;)

_schokominza
dazed_habit
miss_trulla
myiconland - Aniko, are you still using this for your icons? Cause you posted all your newer icons on your personal journal...
bikucha - I've added you a few months ago when I was new at LJ. I thought that maybe we would have more in common than just the love for Hanson but I guess it's not like that. I wish you all the best for the future though especially for your love life. :)
randine83 - Thought a long time about this but I'm just not interested in your journal anymore. It's not that I don't like you cause in fact I don't know you and I don't think you're telling much about yourself in your journal either. You're mostly talking about other people which is ok cause it's your journal and you should write what you want to write about and not what other people want to read. The other way around you don't seemed to be interested in what I'm writing too so I guess it's better like this.

bordom

2006-12-12T13:44:17Z

Your Birthdate: January 3

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

random things

2006-12-12T11:29:47Z

Gosh, I'm lazy. I haven't posted for ages though there's so much to tell. I even don't know where to start and I'm sure I'll forget most things. *hmm*
_sussy_  talked about StudiVZ in her journal and wasn't sure if I'm a student and asked if I'm registered there. First: Yes, I'm a student. :D I studied chemistry for two years and now I'm studying media informatics. :) I'm glad I changed. Chemistry was not it at all and though I'm bad in math I think media informatics fits me a lot more. :)
In fact Niki tried to force me (:P) to register at StudiVZ earlier. The idea to connect with people you know from university or people who went to school with you and are studying now too is nice.... but to be honest, I don't know if I even want to connect with those and I'm too busy and lazy to discuss things like _sussy_  did. I didn't have many friends in school (in university too) cause I'm picky when it comes to this and I'm not willing to accept people as "friends" there who I never liked and basically who never liked me. ;) At least that's how I'm thinking.
The second reason why I'm not planning to register there (who knows what the future brings) is the fact that I haven't heard a lot of positive things about the site and it's owner. Here are two links concerning this:
Peinliche Pannen bringen StudiVZ in Verruf
Sex-Stalker im Studentenverzeichnis
The owner seems not be be what I call a likable person.

oacfreak  and Niki also try to pitch myspace.com to me but I don't like it at all. lol Most myspaces look like crap, like a second beepworld.de, it's blinking everywhere and then those thousands of videos in one profile. *roll eyes* I just read John Kelly's & Maite Itoiz' blog entries now and then but that's it. But I see myself registering there one day -lol- though I don't like it and don't understand the whole myspace hype. :P

I really need to update my CD list again. I got so many albums these days. Has anyone heard the album of Monrose yet? What do you think of it? I think it's average. Not bad, but it's not outstanding. Just one of those dozens pop/rnb albums which were released this year. There are a few songs that I really like but I haven't heard the album often enough to say which are the best and worst songs. :) "Your love is right over me" is my favorite though at least it's the only song that I remembered after the first play.
The album of James Morrison is really cool too. Reminds me of James Blunt, very nice ballads.
I promised Wiebke (a friend of Niki) to send her my CD list so that she can watch out for albums she wants to have and I promised it months ago so I better should hurry. -lol-
I'm thinking about using my last.fm for music stuff, reviews, concert reviews and such again but I'm not sure. Maybe I'll do crossposting...

I also haven't done anything for my singers_female community yet. I was just too busy. And I don't see me doing something for it in the next weeks. I've a lot to do for university and I'm also working on something else concerning my Patricia site... so yeah.

Oh, I totally forget to tell you about the Kelly Family concert on december 2 in Kassel! *oops* It was awesome! I've never thought that I would be so enthusiastic after a Kelly concert again. We stood 2nd row which was a surprise for us cause we knew where we stood in Frankfurt though we were one of the first ones to get into the church. The church in Kassel was much much smaller (400 people could take place there), maybe just the half of the one in Frankfurt. I'm really looking forward to the concert in Kassel on my b-day (january 3)! And though I didn't want to go to Hannover just because I was on so many Kelly concerts then and also because Patricia won't be there probably I will go there I guess. I haven't bought a ticket yet but I would be stupid not to go, I mean Hannover is sooo near! And I thought they wouldn't come to a city near me...
I will write a review of it for the kellyfamily community in a few days and tell you more about the concert. :)
And I have my first picture with Patricia, finally after 12 years! You can see it as my icon but I will post the original picture in a friends only post later. ;)
The only bad thing was that I got a cold after the concert and was ill the whole week and it's still not gone yet. It started with a sore throat on friday before the concert, on sunday I thought I won't get a cold cause I felt good and on monday I couldn't even breathe. :/

Have I told you that I'm working five days a week, two hours a day at Kaufland? -lol- From 20-22 o'clock. Never thought I would do that someday but who cares, I need some money cause I finally wanna make my driver's license plus studying is not that cheap and I don't want to apply for Bafög cause practically I don't need it. Working there is fun. Though my left knee hurts almost every day, plus my feet, my back... yeah, I'm a mollycoddle :D No, it's ok, it's just that I'm not used to work physically plus my weight plays a role, too, I guess. For a 50 kilos lightweight it might be different....

Need to find something to eat now... see you later...

icon post

2006-11-11T14:54:10Z

A few days ago I posted my Kelly Family related icons here at kellyfamily and my female singers icons here at singers_female. I also made a few Alejandro Sanz icons with new promo pictures of him and didn't know where to post them so I decided to post them here. I think it's the best solution cause I don't want to open an icon journal since I don't make icons that often and most of the icons I make are Kelly Family or female singers related so the few icons of male singers or actresses/actors (I can't remember that I've ever created an icon with a TV/movie star though) will be posted here. :)

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Survey

2006-11-10T21:14:38Z

Stolen from oacfreak & _sussy_ :P

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people ... This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first ... No Cheating !!!

1. Becci
2. Patricia Kelly
3. Niki
4. Nathalie
5. Björn
6. Taylor Hanson
7. Günther Jauch (gucke grad WWM :D)
8. Ela
9. Talia
10. Tina
11. Shakira
12. Kerstin
13. Antonio de la Rua

How did you meet 4?
lol, she's my sister so I met her in the hospital after her birth. ;)

Something about number one?
Was my best friends once. We don't see each other that much anymore but I still like her a lot.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
That would be funny. lol Taylor is my age, Patricia 13 years older... nothing against Tay, he's a sweetheart but Patricia needs a man. lol

Have you ever seen 10 cry?
Hmm... not quite sure about that although we know each other for about 16 years... she's not that type of person that cries in front of others. Probably when her mum suffered from cerebral haemorrhage and laid in comatose for two weeks.

Tell me something about number 11.
She's one of the top 3 of my "most beautiful women" list (though he recent style is not my taste). I saw her on Viva interaktiv at the beginning of 2002 and I became a fan of her although I didn't like Whenever Wherever that much but she was such a nice person and so sweet. She's adorable.

How do you know 8?
She had a forum about the kelly family with another person, I registered there, we had contact by PM a few times cause of some videos, then the forum got closed, I asked her to maintain the forum of my site with me and so we had more contact by mail, pm and MSN and since we have a lot on common.

Would you date number 12?
LOL, no not at all. :D She's just not my type :P

What do you think about 7?
Oh, I like him a lot! Just because I love intelligent & humorous men (he's not good looking though).

What would you do if 3 confessed they liked you?
In terms of "i have a crush on you"? I really don't know. I like her a lot but not in that way. :P

Who is 10 going out with?
She has a boyfriend for about 1 1/2 months named Markus. He's not good for her though.

What does 6 do for a living?
He's the lead singer of the band "Hanson", so he's a musician.

Would you ever live with 13?
OH, YES! :D Ok, I don't know him but he's... hot (yah, yah, I know a lot of people will disagree with me but he's absolutely my type).

Is 2 single?
No, she's married with two sons.

Where does 5 live?
I believe in Braunschweig.

What do you think about 3?
We can't live with or without each other. She's one of the sweetest persons I know but also one of the most complicated so sometimes she really drives me nuts. :D

Fact about 9.
She (my sister) thinks she knows everything and is a brainiac ;)

What's the best thing about number 4?
Uff, she is a very handsom person, easy going (ok, not when it comes to her boyfriend ;)) and she know how to deal with people.

Whats your best memory with 2?
unfortunately I don't know her in person and just met her once with a lot of other fans so I don't think I have a "best memory" with her.

What do you think about 1?
She'll always have a special place in my heart. I really admire her cause she had to get over a lot of things and she managed her life so well.

Kelly Family concert in Frankfurt...

2006-11-02T19:33:39Z

Ok, here's my "little" summary for the last weekend.

On sunday I woke up at 7 am, took a shower, packed my things and waited for my aunt Martina. We needed about an hour to Ela's home and surprisingly we haven't lost our way. At about 1 pm we arrived in Neu Anspach at my other aunt Bianca.
We had Pizza for lunch *yummy* Bianca is a great moto GP fan so we watched the last race of the year and then we hit the road and drove to Frankfurt. It was about 3.30 pm when we arrived at the Heilig Geist church. There were less people than we thought there would be so we decided to go to the "Zeil" (city) and eat some ice cream. *yummy again*
When we came back an hour later there were just a few more fans in front of the entrances... well, there was one "big" one, the main entrance, and the one on the side and a few people were waiting there cause they thought that maybe both entrances will be opened. Later they all came to the main entrance.
I heard a lot about how the fans were pushing in other cities when the doors opened and there are in fact some reports about the Frankfurt concert telling that the entrance was horrible and the fans were pushing really hard... I don't know on which concert those people were but not the one I was at.
I mean, yes, there was a bit pushing BUT that's normal right? It's like that on any other concert, too. Ela and my aunts think the same... maybe we're tougher than others. - lol-
When we entered the church it was a bit weird. The church was almost half-full and we sat in the second third... later Patricia said that they want to welcome the congregation and people of this czech street kids foundation to which they dedicated their HOPE album... so those people sat in front.

I can't tell you a lot about the concert. I almost couldn't see anything. And the sound was bad too so that I couldn't hear a lot. The instruments were too loud or vice versa the voices too low. After about 20 minutes I felt sick. Another few minutes later I told Ela that I need some fresh air and got out of the church. Since Ela couldn't see anything too she followed me and smoked a cigarette. I felt better after a while so we decided to go into the church again. After two or three songs I left the church for good... I don't want to give too many details but I needed to puke and I bet the receptionist of the hotel across from the church will remember me for a while.

At the very beginning Jimmy was alone on stage and talked about not taking pictures. It was like "You are allowed to take pictures, but we don't want you to cause it destroys the atmosphere." I'm fine with that. I mean paparazzi behaviour in a church? I'm not religious and I don't believe in God but even I can understand their point of view. He said that at the end of the concert everyone can take pictures, so that's fine. At least they TELL you that they don't want you to take pictures and why they don't want it.

There was a really cute scene before "First Time". Paul played the flute and there was a kid that laid down yellow roses for Patricia in front of the stage. I don't know exactly but it was like the kid wanted to hand them over to Patricia but then haven't got the heart to do so and Patricia saw it, grabbed the roses and hugged the kid. Somehow more and more people went to the stage and gave presents to Patricia, Maite and Joey I believe. There was someone who gave Patricia some shoes. -lol- And a girl (woman) who began to cry and Patricia said something like "hey, there's no need to cry" and hugged her again....
So, people, if you want to get hugged by Patricia or another Kelly, just bring some presents with you, go to the stage, hand them over and start crying. -lol-

So, cause of my sickness the concert was quite short for me. Since I felt a bit better after the hotel toilette scene we waited to see the Kellys come out the church at the sideway cause the concert was almost over. Ela asked Patricia if she could come for short but Patricia said "oh no, sweethearts, sorry, it's soooo cold"... yah, yah, it's always like that with Patricia... cold, headache, can't be bothered... had anyone told her yet that we just want autographs and pictures with her not sex with her? -lol- Well, it's ok. I mean she's a woman, right? :D
Ela and my aunts went into the church again after the concert cause Joey was giving autographs. I stayed outside cause I didn't give a damn about it (cause I still didnt feel good).

Overall I will remember that concert forever... not because it was that great or that bad but because of being sick... I mean I was sick before a concert or after a concert but never in this 2 hours of a concert. I still have collywobbles (Magengrummeln, wenn mein Wörterbuch recht hat. -lol- Aber allein das Wort "collywobbles" ist geil...) and felt sick the whole week.

I haven't taken any pictures and also Ela and my aunts didn't take that many but here are some of the pics my aunt took... all BS pictures (as I said we sat way too far from stage)

I lightened this picture a lot... you can guess that it's Patricia. The problem was that the lightening of the camera was in front of a steel pipe so the picture got very dark at the right side... unfortunately the side were Patricia's at.

Sooo.... I want to do a lot this weekend. I need to post this report (parts of it) at the kellyfamily community, then I want to sort my new mp3s and tag them properly, I also need to make a backup of my files again. I made the last one 2 months ago. I will start promoting singers_female in a few communities to gain a few more members and the icons I made a whole while ago are waiting to be posted over there.
My computer is dusty, my TV is dusty, my scanner is dusty, my desk is dusty... I guess everything's waiting to be cleaned. I have no choice... argh, please give me motivation.

xjanuarygirlx @ 2006-10-27T23:30:00

2006-10-27T22:37:31Z

Finally I'm done with the community...

If you're a fan of female singers feel free to join and post your thoughts, graphics etc. I will post my icons tomorrow or next week (the ones I posted here a while ago and those I made recently and haven't been posted here before. :)

I called my aunts today to talk about sunday. My aunt Martina will be here at about 9:15 am, then we will drive to Ela and hopefully find the way to her house. lol So, if there's not too much traffic we'll arrive in Neu-Anspach (where my other aunt Bianca lives) around 1 o'clock. Martina said that Bianca wants to make Pizza so *yummy*.
I hope the weather will be fine. I mean I don't want sunny 20 °C but at least it shouldn't rain cause chances are that my aunts don't want to spend to much time standing in the rain... ok, honestly, I don't want to either but I also don't want to drive to Frankfurt too late. We'll see...
Can't wait to see Ela again. *blush* I missed her. :) Our first meeting in June was nice and I felt comfortable being with her. :) I'm glad I met her in the "kelly fan world". I mean first it's hard to find a Kelly fan which is "normal". Most of them are totally freaked out. And second we have a lot more in common than being Kelly fans... or better said: Patricia Kelly fans. :D Unfortunately we won't have much time to talk alone this time (except for the times where we stand in front of the house smoking cigarettes :D) but that's ok cause we see us again in about a month and then on my b-day in January.
And I'm excited to see Patricia again. I have to admit I'm kinda obsessed with her lately. -lol- I really don't know what it is but she's just special to me for 11/12 years now... sometimes more, sometimes less.

Well, I'm tired... I've planned to go to bed much earlier... *roll eyes*

Lazyness

2006-10-22T18:19:19Z

Wooohooo, I'm so proud of myself. I managed to read the last few pages of my friends page and commented on all entries I had something to say about. :)
I was so lazy in the past few weeks and actually read almost none of my friends entries.

I'm still working on the community about female singers. Wanted to finish it this weekend but did nothing. :/ Lazy me. Somehow I don't even know what I did this weekend... I guess nothing. Time just flies.

I'm watching F1 right now... it's the last race of the year and I fear Alonso will be the champion 2006. Not that I like Michael "Shuemaker" a lot but I would love to see him as the champion rather than Alonso. My sister would hit me if she read that cause she loooooovvvvveeees him but well, it's Schumachers last race and to win at least the race would be cool to end a career.
But he's at 12 positions or something like that at the moment so I doubt he could win...
I'm really curious about how the new season will be without Schumacher. Hopefully there will be a lot teams and drivers that are equal so that it's going to be exiting again after a lot of boring years.

On friday I was at my aunt. It was her birthday. Fortunately she had to work in the evening so we just stayed for a few hours. After eating a lot of cake *yummy* we (my mum, grandma & sister) played rummy (Rommé)... I won 5 times (we played 8 times)... so it was a fun game for me. lol

One week. One week til I see Patricia again. I'm soooo looking forward to it. *blush* And I will see Ela again! I guess we are both more than exited... we count the days. lol Sometimes I really feel like a fan girl. lol
I'm curious if I will like the acoustic shows. Ela told me some things and I really don't like the setlist (maybe because I don't know a lot of songs). But well, we'll see right?

I also bought tickets for Shakira's concert in Hannover. My sisters will go with me and some members of my forum. Including suicidemelody ... "MEIN Haus ist dein Haus", you know. lol I'm also thinking about going to Mannheim but I'm not sure yet. I said I will go to two concerts, Hannover is the nearest and the other one will be the city where most people of my forum go to and at the moment it looks like most people will go to Mannheim. I would also go to Cologne or Oberhausen.
About 70 Euro for a ticket... "Wucher"... ok, at her tour of the mongoose 2002/03 I paid about 52-62 euros, now 66 euros but nevertheless... it's a lot of money for 1 1/2 hours of Shakira shaking her ass. :P

That's for now. Maybe I'll post some pics of me later (colored my hair again) but now I will call Niki to have a chit-chat about this and that...

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